And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that I am happy with some other guy. I can see him dyin'. I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why. Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside. I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his life, I don't wanna be... a murderer.